" I am struggling with something that is controlling me under its power. It is very powerful, beyond my imagination, and I have never overcome once since the very beginning. I prayed a thousand of times; I have been trying my best to go away and get over it and still I am. In the end, it doesn't even matter because I believe in the future. One day ... one day, very soon, I am going to be a winner. It is the ghost inside of me. For some reason or another, I made it to act that way. For the same reason and in the same way, I will make it disappear." It inspires me. HSCHA.

Friday, September 30, 2011

the end of september

wahh..sedar2 dah masuk bulan oktober pulak ni..cepat sgt masa berlalu..

"..cukup mudah utk bersikap riang apb kehidupan lancar umpama sebuah lagu..tetapi orang mulia ialah org akan sentiasa tersenyum apb semua yang diharapkan tidak menjadi.."..seseorg berkata2 seperti ini suatu ketika dulu..memori yg boleh dijadikan panduan..terima kasih..


hemmn..kdg2 hatiku akan menjadi jahat dan berkata2 seperti ini.."..you're the trickster,aren't you???..
i'm just the fool who got played!!..the worst of it is i should've known.but i had known in my instincts..i had know of what i really am!!.."..oh tidak!..aku tak sepatutnya berkata seperti ini..that is will never happen again..
hurmmmn..there's something..something powerful bubbling up inside me..and i'm afraid that someday..if someday..if i don't do something..i'm gonna explode!..I don't know where does this rage come from..it's a lot of things..really..
and i'm probably just being paranoid (tersilap sangka) here..i'm really don't know why..why i get this feeling??..i get the feeling that the entire town is laughing at me behind my back!!..arrrrhh!!..x suka la perasaan mcm ni..i really need somebody to help me!.someone i really need here by my side..someone who i have trust there hear to me..but...she won't hear to me..i'm too sad..but..i have a strength..spirit of this verse.."EVERY SINGLE LIFETIME,I'LL CHOOSE YOU.JUST AS YOU HAVE ALWAYS CHOSEN ME..FOREVER.."..yakinlah..kita tidak akan gagal lagi..semoga kemarahan tidak menguasai diri kita..amen..bye...........

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