" I am struggling with something that is controlling me under its power. It is very powerful, beyond my imagination, and I have never overcome once since the very beginning. I prayed a thousand of times; I have been trying my best to go away and get over it and still I am. In the end, it doesn't even matter because I believe in the future. One day ... one day, very soon, I am going to be a winner. It is the ghost inside of me. For some reason or another, I made it to act that way. For the same reason and in the same way, I will make it disappear." It inspires me. HSCHA.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

~Un!nStructEd~


Uninstructed
“I am going to send you down to earth,”
Said God to me one day,
“I’m giving you what men call ‘birth’– 
Tonight you’ll start away; 
I want you there to live with men; 
Until I call you back again.”
I trembled as I heard him speak,
Yet I know that I must go;
I felt His hand upon my cheek, 
And wished that I might know –
Just what on earth would be my task,
And timidly I dared to ask.
“Tell me before I start away, 
What thou would have me do;
What message would you have me say?
When shall my work be through? 
That I may serve on earth, 
Tell me the purpose of my birth.”
God smiled at me and softly said:
“Oh,  you shall find your task.
I want you on life’s path to tread, 
So do not stay to ask.
Remember,  if your best you do, 
That I shall ask no more of you.”
How often, as my work I do, 
So commonplace and grim, 
I sit and sigh and wish I knew 
If I am pleasing Him.
I wonder if, with every test, 
I’ve truly tried to do my best.

"Just don’t take it deep into your heart. If you take something, you will most probably want to keep it. And you cannot retain anything"...
.....Someone once said to me that a strong attachment is the best way to stop developing oneself...but my life is a constant progress and movement and I should move on with my lives despite my problems and trials...To some it might be some fatal sickness, to others – a loss of a loved one. I know, it is very hard to get loose of someone who was very close to me... One has to live with all the  memories tearing the heart apart. However, when she is gone, I have to move on – because i know,it’s what she would wish for me...ooh GOD!..I really miss him..
H>S>C>H>A


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