" I am struggling with something that is controlling me under its power. It is very powerful, beyond my imagination, and I have never overcome once since the very beginning. I prayed a thousand of times; I have been trying my best to go away and get over it and still I am. In the end, it doesn't even matter because I believe in the future. One day ... one day, very soon, I am going to be a winner. It is the ghost inside of me. For some reason or another, I made it to act that way. For the same reason and in the same way, I will make it disappear." It inspires me. HSCHA.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Minta maaf la..kali ini aku tak dapat nak tolong....

panas!..panas!..panas!!!..headache mari lg!."kwn makan kwn"..berada di mana2 ja pn benda ni tetap berlaku..aku dah cuba nak elakkn benda ni spy tak berlaku lg.tapi kali ni dah betul2 melampau..kalau dulu aku tak kisah dan tak rasa rugi sikit pn apa2 yg kau buat terhadap aku..aku tak tau la setebal mcm apa muka ko yg tak reti langsung perasaan malu..kenapa la kau masih buat lg benda tak baik tu????...
kalau aku takde dah confirm ko tido dalam longkang tu..sekali buat takpe masih ble dimaafkn lg walau sukar nak maafkn ko..kedua kali ko buat,sampai berlutut ko minta ampun..aku still ble terima..tapi kali ni mmg dah tak ble la kawan..kawan???mcm tu ke kawan??..ok la aku maafkn ko..tapi aku terpaksa singkirkan ko dari rumah ni..selesai..napa tak puas hati???..mulai hari ni ko dipecat!!!..ko bkn sahaja dikeluarkan dari rumah ni,tapi disingkirkan dari group aku..aku tak mau gara2 ko seorang nama baik group aku rosak..dan 1 lagi...aku terpaksa buang ko dari kolej..aku rasa lebih baik ko balik kampung dan bantu mak ko sana..aku dah tak ble nak jaga ko kat sini..ini bkn keputusan aku.tapi ini la keputusan semua group..tu je...ok ko ble pergi sekarang!

p/s: kesalahan mencuri di dalam rumah(wang  tunai teman serumah rm 1500),rumah pelajar lain(wang tunai ratusan ringgit),wang warden asrama dan menipu pihak bank dengan membuat pengeluaran tunai tanpa kebenaran menggunakan kad ATM org lain..kes ini telah menjadi kes polis..betul2 menyakitkan kepala aku..kini sudah selesai..alahai..betul2 menguji kesabaran aku..hihi hampir aku lupa..aku sebenarnya tak ble marah..hihihi..

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