" I am struggling with something that is controlling me under its power. It is very powerful, beyond my imagination, and I have never overcome once since the very beginning. I prayed a thousand of times; I have been trying my best to go away and get over it and still I am. In the end, it doesn't even matter because I believe in the future. One day ... one day, very soon, I am going to be a winner. It is the ghost inside of me. For some reason or another, I made it to act that way. For the same reason and in the same way, I will make it disappear." It inspires me. HSCHA.

Friday, November 25, 2011

i can't breath!

morning!!!.
td seawal jam 6 pg saya p jogging tepi tasik..
gerimis2 tapi langgar ja..
masih gelap dan org pn sikit ja sbb masi awal..
trus jogging x sampai 2 pusingan uda semput..
saya ampus suda pula..
sakit dada susah nak bernafas..
peluh keluar pn bkn psl jogging tapi pasal sesak nafas..
saya berhenti jogging dan jalan ja tepi tasik tu sambil tarik nafas pelan2..
pastu saya p duduk dekat taman dan main beberapa peralatan senaman sana..
baru lega sikit rasa sakit dada..
pastu saya buat satu pusingan lagi keliling tasik tapi kali ni berjalan ja..
biasanya saya jogging habis 5pusingan baru saya berhenti..
hari ni hari jumaat..
saya nak p hospital medical check up la..
jauh lagi hospital tu..dekat Ampang KL..
p ja la..lgpn mau buat appointment baru sblm balik Sabah..
saya rasa saya salah sukatan makan ubat semalam..
mcm terlebih dos pula..
saya uda kira stok ubat tadi dan kurang utk sehari..saya rasa saya makan double!
gila ini mcm..
lebih dos buli bikin pendarahan dalaman..
patut la mandi tadi hidung berdarah..
bisa jugak warfarin ni ya...
emmm..cuai sendiri..
kena p check jugak hari ni..
petang terus p kolej ja la malas balik rumah lagi..
cuaca ni pun mcm lain ja..jgn ujan lagi suda la..
paper apa pla hari ni tu ya?..lupa uda sbb terlampau banyak..
criminal law atau criminal justice system?
takpa la lagipun 22 subjek lebih kurang sama ja isi2 pembelajaran..
subjek febret kunun hahhahha...
ok saya mau out dulu la...babai..

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